2009-05-26

Alone I Break

Korn - Alone I Break




Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
Ill stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesnt seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
Im ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Cant be on my own

I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesnt seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it Im running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(am I gonna leave this place? )
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
(am I going to win this race? )
I guess gods up in this place
What is it that Ive become?
Is there something more to come?
More to come...

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesnt seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? (x2)

2009-05-24

暑假!!!!

在學期成績出來之前,

應該是可以暫時輕鬆一下。

 

 

 

…所以前兩天就是在猛吃猛喝的狀態下渡過。科科。

這幾天是米國的連續假期,也沒什麼計畫出遠門,

就在家裡附近四處晃晃找朋友聯絡感情。

今天一早跑去剪了頭髮,下午就跟朋友去海邊睡了一個下午,

晚上去PUB邊喝啤酒邊悠哉悠哉的看LAKERS跟NUGGETS的季後賽,

(我蠻期待KOBE跟JAMES打冠軍賽這戲碼)

看完比賽之後還太早不想回家,一群人就跑去看Terminator Salvation。

很好!比想像中的好看多了。

 

暑假好耶!

2009-05-15

Third World

現在在趕一份FINANCE報告,

主題是肯亞這個非洲國家。

在寫到快吐奶的狀況下,我只好怒聽這首歌。

Immortal Technique (feat. DJ Green Lantern)– Third World

3rd World Motherfucker
 
I’m from where the gold and diamonds are ripped from the earth,
Right next to the slave castles where the water is cursed,
From where police brutality's not half as nice,
It makes the hood in America look like paradise,
Compared to the AIDS infested Caribbean slum,
African streets where the passports an American gun,
From where they massacre people and try to keep it quiet,
And spend the next 25 years tryna deny it,
I’m from where they cut your hands off if you make a fist,
And niggaz throw coca cause the job market doesn’t exist,
Except slave labour modern day company store,
And peacekeepers don’t ever ever ever come here no more,
From where the bombs that they used to drop on Vietnam,
Still has children born deformed 8 months before they gone,
I’m from where they lost the true meaning of the Qur'an,
Cause heroin is not compatible with Islam,
And niggaz know that but grow that poppy seed anyway,
Cause that food drop parachute does not come everyday,
I’m from where people pray to the gods of they conquerors,
And practically every presidents a money launderer,
From where the only place democracy's acceptable,
Is if Americas candidate is electable,
And they might even have a black president but he’s useless,
Cause he does not control the economy stupid!
 

Chorus:
Lock and load your gun where i’m from the 3rd world son,
Been to many places but i’m 3rd world born,
Guerillas hit and run where i’m from the 3rd world son,
You polluted everything and now the 3rd world’s gone.
The water is poison where i’m from the 3rd world son,
700 children died by the end of this song,
Revolution'll come where i’m from the 3rd world son,
Constant occupation leaves the 3rd world torn.
 
I’m from where the Catholic church is some racist shit,
They helped Europe and America rape this bitch,
They pray to white Spanish Jesus who’s face is this?,
But never talk about the black pope Gelasius,
I’m from where Soviet weapons still decide elections/
Militaries like the Mafia you pay for protection/
Catamite sex toys is what the country sells/
And rich white businessmen make the best clientèle/
I’m from where they too pussy to come film Survivor/
And they murder Coca-Cola union organisers/
I’m from where the justice system esta podrido/
Fuck government niggaz politic over perico/
Rebelde conocido, enterado vivo/
Como otro Argentino desaparecido,
Cause RICO laws don’t apply to the CIA,
And motherfuckers make sneakers for a quarter a day,
I’m from where they overthrow Democratic leaders,
Not for the people but for the Wall Street journal readers
From where blacks, indigenous peoples and Asians,
Were once slaves of the Caucasians,
And it’s amazing how they trained them,
To be racist against themselves in the place they was raised in,
You kept us caged in,
Destroyed our culture and said that you civilised us,
Raped our women and when we were born, you despised us,
Gentrified us, agent provocateur divide us,
And crucified every revolutionary messiah,
So i’m a start a global riot,
That not even your fake anti-Communist dictators can keep quiet,
Fuck your charity medicine tryna to murder me,
The immunisations you gave us were full of mercury,
So now I see the 3rd World like the rap game soldier,
Nationalise the industry and take it over.
 

Chorus:
Lock and load your gun where i’m from the 3rd world son,
Been to many places but i’m 3rd world born,
Guerillas hit and run where i’m from the 3rd world son,
You polluted everything and now the 3rd world’s gone.
The water is poison where i’m from the 3rd world son,
700 children died by the end of this song,
Revolution'll come where i’m from the 3rd world son,
Constant occupation leaves the 3rd world torn.

This is not the right timing

昨晚十一點多躺下,

今天早上卻在四點半時一身汗的夢醒過來。

…什麼時候不來偏偏挑現在這個時候開始發作真的很要命。

 

72 hours left and counting.

2009-05-14

這不是YA片

記得以前看電影的時候,

YA片常常有的老梗就是就是一票人很HIGH的熬夜卯起猛K書,

超青春熱血的。

 

 

…真的發生在自己身上就不是那麼回事了啊幹!

話說真的已經期末了,在期末考之前趕報告是非常要命的一件事。

米國人對華人的刻板印象就是:死讀書,書念不完根本就不會發生在華人身上…

 

 

屁啦!!

 

 

前天被修同一堂課的朋友約出去,是說要在交報告前先大家批改一下。

到了現場發現完全不是那麼一回事。

Jason同學:10頁寫完7頁。

Jeff同學:10頁寫完…,總之我們看完他的報告之後決定就叫他Puzzle Fighter

Shania同學:電話回報10頁寫了5頁。

 

 

 

批改個毛呀!

你們寫不寫得完都是個問題吧媽的!

…完全顛覆米國人對我們的刻板印象,還全都是台灣人是怎樣?!

 

整整奮鬥了一天之後,

Jason:8/10頁

Jeff:…還是在當Puzzle Fighter

Shania:電話回報進度5/10頁…

 

 

嗯,真的不用睡了。

這個狀況下一定得去一個人家裡挑燈夜戰,

Jason:跟家人住。一堆人去熬夜應該馬上就會被趕出去。

Jeff:住太遠。

Shania:房東爹娘來訪,無可能讓我們去開趴…,我是說趕工。

 

 

 

在台面上覆蓋三張「好人卡」結束一回合的狀況下,

我家就多了好多人。

 

凌晨一點,我寫完另一份報告開始當這票人的服務生。

凌晨兩點,Jason趕完收工並同步修改Puzzle Jeff的文章。

凌晨三點,Shania說她十五分鐘後到。

凌晨三點半,Shania說她要出門了。

凌晨四點,Jason把腳踩我床上被我怒斥。

凌晨四點半,發覺Shania的五頁原來是Single Space不是Double Space,因為害我們白緊張一場被我痛斥。

凌晨五點,我決定不管他們先睡去。

凌晨六點,Jason放鳥Puzzle Jeff回家睡覺。我被叫起來當司機載Jason去開車。

凌晨八點,Puzzle Jeff收工。

凌晨九點半,Shania收工。

 

 

 

 

 

下午上課,大家都在發動輪眼的狀況下把報告交了,可喜可賀。

2009-05-08

Still Crusin

Eazy-E feat. The Game – Still Crusin (Remix)

[Eazy e]
1 2 3 and to the 4
Eazy muthafuckin E wit a chrome to ya dome
Cruisin in my 64 ragtop
I got alotta juice alotta fuckin block
Now when i hit dat switch im bouncin
More bounce to the ounce and im clownin
Keep tha gat in my lap
Cuz im fully strapped
For the carjackaz ,but no hapz
Cuz i pack a tech 9'
1 2 3 and to the 4
Eazy muthafuckin E with a chrome to ya dome
Crusin in my 64' ragtop
I got alotta juice alotta fuckin block
Now when i hit dat switch im bouncin
More bounce to tha ounce and im clownin
Keep tha gat in my lap
Cuz im fully strapped
Fo tha carjackaz, but no hapz
Cuz i pack a tech 9 plus an Ak47
Send a one way ticket to hell or maybe heaven
Peep nigga I dont sleep
Bury muthafuckaz in tha concrete
you try to creep kinda slow in tha astro
But i peep u niggaz out my left window
So i blast and i blast til i blast no mo
Yo dey call a muthafucka John Doe
[chorus 3x]
Old nigga E still cruisin
Cruisin down the street in my 64
[Game]
1, 2, 3 and to tha 4
Pumpz in tha trunk of dat cherry red '64
Im ridin wit tha ghost of Eazy hoppin the leany
He watching fo demonz
Nigga if you try me then im cocking tha nina
Begging lucifer to gimmie a reason
To have a hundred thou. cash brought down to tha precinct
Ima make bail money, this rap shit is a monopoly
And i got property, datz get out of jail money
Nigga i came from poverty
Shoot-outz, gang-banging, and robberiez
Car-jacking, snatching Mata's impalaz
Do that wit or without the ... going inside of me
Hop out the ride and empty the 45 into his body
Im not to be fucked with
Whether im straight out of Compton
Or straight out of Ca$ville wit dat Young Buck shit
Terrorizing Whoo Kid 24/7
'til 1 of you niggas put me with Eazy in heaven.
[chorus 3x]
Old nigga E still cruisin
Cruisin down the street in my 64

2009-05-07

[硬漢廚房] Cafe Hiro

前一個禮拜二又是依照往例的跟同學去吃飯,

「今天我想吃日本餐廳好了。」

嗯,聽起來不錯。

「天氣可是有點冷…,義大利餐廳也不錯。」

呃,在我資料庫裡能滿足這種要求的就是這家Cafe Hiro了。

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這是一家Japanese-Italian Fusion,店面不大。

這家店有兩道必點的開胃菜:塔塔牛排跟「掛包」

這道塔塔牛排是將上等的牛排只以大火將牛排表面烤熟,

中間部分仍保持半生到全生的狀態,完全保存住該有的肉汁。

食用時佐以蘿蔔泥、酸醋跟碎蔥。

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這道連自認很挑嘴的Shania都讚不絕口。

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接下來第二道開胃菜更是讓我這位同學拍手叫好的一道。

它,真的就是「掛包」-小巧可愛的小掛包。

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夾的肉是日式叉燒肉,佐以甜麵醬、紫蘇葉、豆苗跟黃芥末。

前菜結束就來主菜啦!

Shania點了鮪魚,基本上我不吃生魚,所以我不知道主角的鮪魚到底好不好吃。

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不過我們一致同意醬汁太甜,搶味的狀況蠻嚴重的。

我點的是每次來我都會點的西式鴨肉草菇燉飯。

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是半熟的鴨肉加上味增醬配上草菇燉飯。

味增醬味道真的很足,鴨肉很爽口不是太油,平衡感很好。

…接下來我就被搶了好幾塊鴨肉。(哭哭)

 

 

 

 

 

這家店久久來爽一次是OK的,不能常來。

因為好吃歸好吃,但是這樣四道兩個人得花上快六十塊美金就蠻…。

2009-05-01

西線無戰事

昨天教授佛心大發,

把原訂15頁的個人研究報告減少到只要10頁即可收工,

對目前進度到第6頁的我實在聽起來有夠中聽。

另一科10頁報告我也拼到了第6頁左右,可喜可賀。

這兩個禮拜天天脫力的狀況總算可以暫時解除危機,

所以今天宣布停戰一天,明日再戰。科科。

強人?!…續

今天終於到了決戰日,

本學期唯一一次的報告日,

絕對不能搞砸而且教授說問問題可以加分的狀況下,當然對假想敵的戰略也是非常需要擬定的。

想當然爾,「馬屁精」跟「成龍」一定會上本組的Death Note裡,

並且就只有他們兩個的名字。

 

影武者的精妙之處,就是不但外表像,連人格都要模仿的入木三分才是稱職的影武者。

 

我覺得本班的「成龍」不去跟真正的成龍談一下將來合作的可能性,實在太可惜了她的天賦。

兩個人講話不經過大腦的程度真的是很難判斷誰比較惹人厭。

 

報告前要決定順序,我們上週被指定第一組,所以應該是我們先上…

成龍你舉手幹嘛?這堂課不是「中台關係」耶?!

「我們想第一組報告」

…幹拎阿罵咧!誰跟你說這禮拜延長加賽的啊?!

教授也昏了,就當他還在想順序的時候,

成龍回頭還一臉很狠的說:

「因為我們報的是2006年初的Case,你們的是年中的,所以依據時間帶應該我們先報」

 

嗄?!時間帶?!妳是白帶沒治好吧?!

是沒看過壞人是嗎?!米國真這麼和平的話我就來教教你留學生不是那麼好講話的!

真這麼想經歷濱死體驗可以直接跟我說,不用這麼大費周章啊!嗄?!

幸虧教授英明神武以及南非白人好同學馬克強力助攻,我們依然維持第一順位,

不然可能晚上會出人命。

 

感謝本組POWERPOINT托塔天王Shannon、強運妹Ai及風神、雷神Nick跟John雙人組密集火力支援。

報告讓教授讚不絕口的結果實在五告送。

到了提問時間,我也知道一堆人絕對會為了加分問一堆問題。

哼哼,放馬過來吧!

我可是抱著完成鈴蘭史上尚未有人達成的完全制霸目標才來念這所學校的啊!

 

馬屁精舉手了。很好,早就在我算出的一百四十三步裡了,

「嗯,那個,如果他們要把風險分散到其他各地的市場可行嗎?」

當然,這個能賞他一記飛踢的機會我是不會讓人的。

「基本上,這家公司在CASE裡說明了他們只會在加拿大營運,所以我們並不認為他們會想擴展到國際市場」

意思就是

 

「操你媽的CASE沒先唸過也敢來問問題?找死!不想再丟臉的話就收聲吧你!」

 

然後他就吱吱唔唔的退下了,呸!

之後陸陸續續有幾個人都一直想找突破點,但是很可惜歪國人沒看過火鳳燎原,

他們只能在我一百四十三步的算計之中成為我G(erald) P(erfect - 完美) S(eiha - 制霸)的墊腳石

今天報告分數,不好意思,教授給本組滿分

科科。

 

後來換成龍上場,

他們那一組的投影片有夠單調而且一堆密密麻麻的字不說,

犯了一個大忌就是「離題」。

 

而且離的誇張。

 

基本上成龍愛現,不管是本尊還是分身都一樣,只能說不意外。

但是愛現到報了一堆東西跟老師發的CASE範圍都沒關就很該死了。

雖然他們的其他組員看起來也是根本都不知道成龍在搞啥鬼的樣子,

不過成龍看起來是相當沈醉於脫軌演出的劇碼所帶來凸顯出她獨到見解的效果。

 

 

在最後的最後,結論的投影片上加了一點,而且她還真的特別強調:

 

「我們認為CASE裡的主管都應該來上教授的這堂課!」(笑)

 

…我的天啊!!!!

我真的覺得她應該跟成龍有血緣關係!不抱大腿活不下去嗎?

這種東西拿來當報告結論?!妳腦死了啊?!

 

可喜可賀的是我不是唯一聽不下去的人,

不用等我開砲,有一個歪國人同學在他們報告完之後便毫不留情的一輪怒斥,

而我在一旁帶著一抹冷笑收拾書包準備回家。

 

 

強人?我呸!